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[remus lupin]

lilypad,

- - - - hmmmm, you and mr. potter certainly looked cozy at the lock-in. anything you care to share with me? (:

sincerely, remus.

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[lily evans]

- - REMUS! ,

----------that maybe james is just as good as you have been telling me?

- - LILS ,

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[remus lupin]

lilypad,

- - - - ahah! i do believe i reserve the right now to say, 'i told you so'. i do have a tendency to usually be right, don't i? mind if i ask what changed your mind, exactly?

sincerely, remus.

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[lily evans]

- - REMUS! ,

----------okok. but it is not like I am going to marry him, I mean he is still James Potter. But, he was just really sweet and caring, and I just saw a whole new side to him, a side that I kind of liked alot more than the James i thought he was. but knowing him it is probably just an act!

- - LILS ,

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[remus lupin]

lilypad,

- - - - an act. right. it must have been a pretty damn good one to have you second guessing your eternal distaste for him.

sincerely, remus.

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[lily evans]

- - REMUS! ,

----------well it wasn't only that...it was, well. I sort of punched frank last night. I did not mean to, I was just so mad about what he did to Alice, and it just sort of came over me. But like the instant, i screamed out in agony from the impact, James dropped everything, forgot about his anger towards frank, just to make sure i was all right. He got me ice, he sat with me all night to fussing over me...and we had this really honest conversation, and he said some really sweet things. and...oh remus I am so confused over my feelings for him now...

- - LILS ,

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[remus lupin]

lilypad,

- - - - you punched frank? kudos! i'm just glad someone got to him before i could... has alice still got herself locked in her dorm?

hahahah. lily, that boy absolutely smitten with you. and, dare i say it, i do believe you're beginning to grow rather fond of him as well.

sincerely, remus.

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[lily evans]

- - REMUS! ,

----------yes i did! I am little embarrassed about it really, but i just saw him, and I could not contain my anger. I don't know, i was with James all night, i did not get a chance to see her, which is shameful. But she was not in transfiguration this morning, so I might grab Marlene and go and see her this afternoon, slughorn will understand me missing potions.

i know, i know. I think for once i really believe it. but I am so unsure of myself and my feelings, that i dont want to rush in and hurt him, or get myself hurt.

- - LILS ,

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[remus lupin]

lilypad,

- - - - don't be embarrassed! he's a git and an absolute ass, and he deserved it. let me know how she is if you do? she's probably not all too great.....

which is understandable. patience is a virtue, after all. either way... does james know about this?

sincerely, remus.

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[lily evans]

- - REMUS! ,

----------he is, but violence is not the answer...i shouldn't have punched him! Oh, bless her she is so fragile, i don't understand how he could have done this to her, it is like ripping wings off a butterfly. I really hope he gets some comeuppance for this...i really do.

no...no way, and you can't tell him. he will be unbearable if he knew i liked him.

- - LILS ,

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[remus lupin]

lilypad,

- - - - he will. one way or another. if anything, i'll see to it personally.

isn't he already always unbearable as it is?

sincerely, remus.

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[lily evans]

- - REMUS! ,

----------remus, please don't do anything drastic, he is not worth getting expelled over.

no, when he is like this i actually don't mind being around him. but if he knew about my feelings, he would just tease me about them and I don't think i could stand him again.

- - LILS ,

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